Well this week is my 2nd week back to Uni, and I am happy to go back to uni, but after reading my Learning Guide…. I fully got depressed just joking, not depressed more of stressed. See! I’m so happy to go back to uni because I wanna graduate already, to finish my degree and work for a year so that I can study Christian Ministries after 1 year of work and saving up. Well after reading my Learning Guide I just saw that there’s a lot of things that’s happening this semester, I have loads of work to do meaning more “STRESS” Oh noes! See on the 3rd week which is next week, I have a drug calculations exam where we are expected to have a 100% grade in order to pass the maths exam, after a few days of my maths exam I have my assignment due and my Job interview at Blacktown Hospital. I wasn’t just expecting that all of this would be happening so soon, but other than my stressful rants something good happened, I have been looking and praying for a Christian Bible Study group that’s close to where I live and last Monday, while me and my friend we’re heading to the Cafeteria, a girl approached me and gave me a leaflet, and when I looked at the leaflet it had Jesus UWS on it, I have been praying for a long time to meet new other Christians and this was the answer that God has given. Even if I’m already having a stressful start in this semester God is still good he has provided me people that will support me in my studies and people that are willing to seek more Jesus Christ even if they have a busy schedule at University.

God Provides all the time :D

God Bless you all, I hope everyone will have a good weekend!!!!!!

Sometimes I miss that feeling of having that special someone to talk to 24/7.

Sometimes I miss it when that special person of your’s annoys you.

Sometimes I miss human affection.

So to combat all my “Sometimes” I just bow down and kneel and have conversations with my Father.

And then he provides me that comfort, that joyful feeling that his around, that secure feeling and I thank him for teaching me to wait for that person to come.

I know in the right time when I am ready, He will Provide the Right guy for me.

Hey! Hi! Hello! Guys! It’s been a long time that I haven’t posted in my blog. Wondering why?Because I have good news, I’ve been growing more and seeking more Christ. The past few months I have been going through alot of bad things in my life, and I have completely forgotten to put all my worries to God our Father. I was busy thinking of solutions to solve my human problems in other words I was practising human solutions which is clearly wrong, I’ve realised that I have no control in whatsoever is happening in my life, only God has control with that. I am happy that I have grown up and learned to trust God with all my heart in whatever circumstances that occurs in my life. I am so grateful that God has never left me, in the rough patches of my life, I know most of my followers in tumblr and twitter has seen all my negative posts on my page, but things have changed now, I am clearly choosing to put every single worry in my life to God for only his plans and ways can solve my problems.

I hope everyone has a good day and may God Bless You all!

Smile :D God Loves you and I love you too!

Yours Truly,

Maria Esther.

It’s been 4 days now that I have been rejected by a certain guy in my life. I thought I was doing well, I didn’t cry although I felt upset. I prayed to God and asked him to help me to accept things fully and absorb it. I did not cry in the past few days, not until now. I realised that even if I clinged to God, I was still struggling to move on in this grieving phase, so again I cried today my friend witnessed me crying and could see the pain that I’m going through I figured that I’m still actually in a deep messy part of my life, I thought that after 48 hours I will be alright, I can easily forget about the past, I know we shouldn’t be living for the past were meant to be looking forward to the future, but then I guess sometimes your past is something that you will always be carrying along with you, yes its true it takes time to heal, but I’m only human sometimes I think will pain ever go away, in this world? For all I know as a Christian, pain will never go away, there will always be pain in this world, cause our world is not perfect and the only place that is perfect is heaven where our God the Father is, Sometimes I ask myself why do people have to go through pain? why do people want to endure pain for their love ones?

So I applied to do volunteer work for this coming Hillsong conference from july 2-6 and YESSS! I received an email from them that I am already a part of the team concierge. I believe my role would be mainly allocatiing people to the seats that are available. I never thought I would still be able to be a part of this big event, since I registered last minute, But God is so good that he made it possible for me to get in a slot and do volunteer work. I am so happy and excited for this upcoming event. I hope you guys could make it. Let’s all worship our Heavenly Father. :)