It’s been 4 days now that I have been rejected by a certain guy in my life. I thought I was doing well, I didn’t cry although I felt upset. I prayed to God and asked him to help me to accept things fully and absorb it. I did not cry in the past few days, not until now. I realised that even if I clinged to God, I was still struggling to move on in this grieving phase, so again I cried today my friend witnessed me crying and could see the pain that I’m going through I figured that I’m still actually in a deep messy part of my life, I thought that after 48 hours I will be alright, I can easily forget about the past, I know we shouldn’t be living for the past were meant to be looking forward to the future, but then I guess sometimes your past is something that you will always be carrying along with you, yes its true it takes time to heal, but I’m only human sometimes I think will pain ever go away, in this world? For all I know as a Christian, pain will never go away, there will always be pain in this world, cause our world is not perfect and the only place that is perfect is heaven where our God the Father is, Sometimes I ask myself why do people have to go through pain? why do people want to endure pain for their love ones?